dreamland

i am happy. to borrow den's word 'not exactly insanely happy' but i try to be. for one, i regained the capacity to dream again. and for someone who lives in her 'make-believe' world often, it is a indeed a big deal.

i've been a happy child. i can't even remember if i had a phase of 'imaginary world and friends' when i was younger. i had too many playmates, my cousins, and my parents used to play with me. but as i grow older and realized that the real world can be cruel at times, i discovered my escape route... off to my own world.

so when the real, oftentimes cruel, world took over, i became lost and depressed.

i’m gaining it back now. i’m happy.

thanks heavens. ^_^